i honestly do not know what to feel because i was busy writing this blog without the knowledge of my boyfriend though this blog is literally about him. i think he was a bit anxious because i was not replying to his text message when he was on his way home. i know it's my fault because i enjoyed blogging without checking my phone but then i can' blame myself because what i'm writing is about him. i'm actually planning to surprise him about this because he's not familiar with blogs.